No, see, let me explain.

I think You misunderstood.
When I asked You to show Yourself
I was thinking of something like a rainbow
or a spider web laden with liquid prisms
in the early morning

or a miracle, maybe
if You had the time.

This isn't what I asked for.
All I needed
was a little impersonal awe
to soften my long-
hardened heart.

Did You really have to break my faith in me
To get me to put my faith in You?